When the Mother Confessor summons Fyren to her room, he goes with a willing heart. This is the way of things: she commands and he serves, with a full and thankful heart. He sees the truth of it now. Everything that came before - the longing for power; the hankering for lands and gold; the lust for the women he's left in his wake, discarded without a second thought - is all dust on the wind, scattering in the face of her brilliance.
He has conquered city after city, and many of them fell to his sword long before Aydindril succumbed. He has swept through the southern lands like a forest fire, untamed and untameable. But nothing - no triumph, no victory in the field, in the council chamber or in the bedroom - has ever thrilled him or left him as humble as the Mother Confessor bestowing this, the loftiest of honours, on him.
He will father her child. He will have the joyful task of planting his seed in her fertile ground, Creator willing, and no thought has ever been sweeter, no victory as complete.
He watches her as she disrobes, her white gown pooling around her feet like the most perfect of waves as she rises from the foam. She's beyond beautiful and he's not foolish enough to think that she could ever be entirely his. He is content with the small pieces that she permits him; he is not worthy of her and never will be, but she has been kind enough to show him this favour and he will not let her down.
She will not let him kiss her and he understands perfectly. He has not yet earned that honour and it will never be a right. Instead, he worships her with mouth and hands as far as she will permit him. It is not far; she's all business in this as she is in the council chamber, as unwilling to compromise and as steadfast in purpose. She pushes him down onto the bed without preamble, sliding his aching member into her flesh; she is tight around him and it is a virgin's tightness, he thinks, but if it pains her, she does not show it. She simply rides him with her eyes fixed on the wall, a small furrow in her brow. He would like to think that it is because of him, that he is bringing her some small measure of pleasure, but it is as likely that she is still thinking of the taxes that this year's harvest will bring and how she will fill the coffers that he, in his arrogance, has squandered long before she brought him into the light of her knowing.
But she is beautiful and terrible all at once, more beautiful because she is justice writ in human form: he has been judged and found wanting, and he wants her with every fibre of his being. It is too much; he spends inside her too quickly, too lost in her perfection for him to last long. When he has finished, she eases herself off him, rising up and straightening her skirts, and he already aches for her again. Maybe that is why he risks everything and reaches for her.
She frowns at him, and her displeasure sends a pang through him. He never wants to disappoint her, and yet...
And yet he wants her again, wants her forever.
He cannot lie to her, not to the Mother Confessor, but while she has stolen his heart and captured his soul, she has not yet taken his tongue.
"Mistress," he says, "let me please you."
"I am satisfied, Fyren," she says and her words are as cool as her look when she glances at him. "If you have given me a child, then you will have truly pleased me."
"That is all I wish, Mistress." The words are not lies. If she wanted the moon, he would bring it to her or die in the trying. To bring a swell to her belly seems simple in comparison, and he would die at his own hand rather than disappoint her. "But should we not make it certain?"
She quirks her eyebrow up at him, her eyes measuring him; this time he is not sure if he is found wanting or wanton. The thought does not concern him - she is his everything, and he is nothing, less than nothing compared to her. "We will," she says calmly. "If we were not successful tonight, I will soon know. We will continue until I am with child."
Part of him - a small, treacherous part that is soon silenced in the face of her perfection - hopes that it does not happen tonight, that she will not fall with child so soon. But only tonight - he does not wish for more than one more night with her; that would be too selfish and she has taken his selfishness - his guilt and his greed - away.
"Mistress..." It's as close to a plea as he dare come and risk her annoyance, but she turns her head, granting him that much of her attention, at least. "I have heard that the chances of conceiving are greater if the woman finds her own release. That the contractions of her body in her pleasure send the seed on its way to her belly."
She considers his words, watching him closely, but it is not a lie and she can see that. He has heard such a thing before and he would never seek to deceive her. Not outright.
"Very well," she says, sinking back down onto the bed. "You may try to please me."
He is fully aware of the gift he has been given and he will not squander it. He worships her with his touch, letting his fingers glide over her pale, soft skin and following the path that he maps out with his mouth, making his way up her thighs and underneath her underskirt. She does not speak or command him in this, content to let him play. At first, she remains unmoved, but when he finds her centre, his tongue flickering over her pink, wet folds, she sinks her fingers into his hair.
He slides his fingers into her and her flesh tightens around him as he flicks his tongue across the small nub between her legs, the one that will bring her to release if he plays her right. This he knows how to do, and she lets out a soft sound, her fingers tightening in his hair as he sucks on her bud and slides his tongue between her folds to join his fingers.
She is close to coming, he can tell. Her reserve is slipping away, her body arching against him, and - when he risks raising his head slightly to peer up her body - her head is tipped back, her hair spread out and tangled on the pillow.
She is beautiful when she is cold and regal, but she is even more beautiful like this, lost in his touch, as lost as she will ever allow herself to be. He wants her again, is already hard for her again, and he does not believe that she would deny him this. Believes or wants, and both are the same now. It will please her for him to spill his seed in her, increase the chance of her conceiving, and what pleases her pleases him, as it should be. And so he slides his fingers back out again, ignoring the soft sound she lets out this time, one that speaks of her disappointment and displeasure.
He knows what she needs, has glimpsed what she has let show, and this time he rides her, rough and sure, slamming his cock back into her as she arches up off the bed, her body tense against him. His fingers slide underneath her bodice; her nipples, when he finds one, are tightly peaked and she mewls when he twists it between his fingertips, her flesh tightening around him.
The sound sends heat coursing through him and he slams into her again, watching as her head tips back further, her fingers curling into fists on the sheets beneath her. She is gasping now, her eyes closed and her breasts heaving, and he pushes himself up onto his knees, grabbing hold of her hips to pull her closer as he thrusts in and out of her.
She grabs hold of his forearms, bracing herself against his moves, and her fingers dig painfully into his skin. But it is as nothing to the feel of her, velvet tight and blood-warm, around his cock as she loses herself in the physical pleasure that he is bringing her.
She comes, hard and fast, her quim convulsing around him, letting out a sharp little cry that is music to his ears. But it seems that she is one of those women who, once they find their pleasure, cannot bear any touch against their most sensitive of parts; she pushes him away, pulling herself off his cock before he has found his release.
"Mistress..." he pleads as she rolls away from him, and she opens her eyes, staring at him for a long moment as she pants and twitches. Her hair is in her face and her skin is flushed pink and sweaty; she looks nothing like his cool, composed Mistress and the sight of her leaves his cock standing out like iron in front of him, leaving her in no doubt as to the effect she has on him.
"Very well," she says coolly, and pushes herself up onto all fours, facing away from him. But he sees how her body trembles slightly as the last vestiges of pleasure he has brought her work their way through her body; when he pushes her skirt out of the way, her quim is glistening and wet, still swollen slightly with arousal.
He pushes back into her and it almost undoes him, taking his Mistress like this, like any of the whores he has taken to his bed before his Mistress took him. She seems unmoved, saying nothing as he pulls her to him, but she meets each thrust of his hips with a small, backwards movement of her own, ones that become more noticeable when his fingers find her bud again, rubbing gently as he seeks his own release.
It does not take long in coming, not with her spread out before him, with her ass in the air and with her wet against his fingertips. He leaves small bruises on her inner thighs when he spends, holding her tightly to him as his cock swells in her quim and his hips jerk against her body. Her quim grips him tightly, and she shivers under his touch, but he does not think she joins him in bliss this time.
He waits there, inside her, for long moments after he has come, letting her feel the last few shudders that run through him before he finally pulls out regretfully. His member has not softened yet, and it - like her flesh - glistens in the candlelight from her spend and his. It makes him happy to see them mingle like this, happier still that he knows she is so wet because of him, because of the pleasure he has brought her.
"Thank you, Fyren," she says as she straightens, pushing her hair out of her face and straightening her bodice. Her split underskirt twirls around her as she moves off the bed and away from him, and his fingers twitch with the desire to slide up underneath it again, to find her flesh and slide his fingers into her again, just to see if she will miss a step. "You have pleased me."
"Thank you, Mistress."
She nods, not looking at him, her mind already busy with the things that need to be done, the things she needs to correct from his reign. "You may go now."
"Yes, Mistress."
"We will try again tomorrow."
Now she looks at him, and the look in her eyes sends a shiver through him. It is cool, yes, but it is also considering. He has pleased her, he is sure of it.
"Of course, Mistress. I live only for your pleasure."
He has lied and killed and plundered throughout his worthless life, but he has never spoken words as true as those.
The End.
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